Monday, June 2, 2008

Have I screwed up my life??

This is one question for which I am struggling to come up with an answer for quite sometime now.. Here is what might have gone wrong,

1) Have I taken a lot of risks related to money?
2) Have I taken a lot of risks related to my life?
3) Am I trusting too many people?

This is what I feel might be the probable answers to these questions,

1) I have spent a lot more than what I have earned and have taken undue risks related to money..
2) I realised that I am playing with my life only when I got lost in Arohalli after having gone there alone drenched in the rain.. On top of that, I had the courage to get high and fly back home..
3) I recently gave 35k to my friend when he said he needed it badly.. Now I do not know when he will return it back..

Is this something really bad that I have done?? I would say NO since I strongly believe in the saying "Whatever happens will happen for the good" even though I accept these as mistakes.. Now here is what I have learnt from these mistakes I have committed,

1) I have learnt how to manage my money.. Learnt not to spend money lavishly.. Learnt to save some money for the future..
2) I have realised that there are lot of people out there who are caring for me.. So, I better be safe when I am enjoying my life to the fullest..
3) Not all people can be trusted.. You have to judge that guys character before really helping him..

Will these mistakes cost me badly?? Yes, it might cost me a lot but I would give it as a cost to the lessons that I have learnt..

Will these mistakes affect my life badly?? Not quite.. Just that I have to curb my spendings a bit.. These mistakes have made me tough in my decision making.. It has made me stronger.. These indeed have added spice to my life and I love enjoying my life that way..

Regards,
Kishan Chandranna

2 comments:

HOGOD ims said...

As I had told u earlier , learning tough things early in life is good.

Lessons learnt is the money got back.
But practically applying those lessons to the rel-life situations is the test for u dear

hope u enjoy that one too

fave said...

I believe that we are surrounded by a temptations and it depends on us on how we drive. life is not easy, especially when have problems. But being a human we should accept and understand in every situation that happen in our life. As what God said "keep your live free from the love of money and be satisfied with what you have" from that point, we enjoy our life. Have a bountiful day to everyone! best regards, fave.